Why it’s not so effective the second time round.

Resilience, growing from within

It’s not just Alcohol Explained, in fact, it’s not just alcohol. Whether you are trying to quit drinking, or smoking, or anything else, often a method that worked very well the first time just doesn’t seem so effective the second time around. Why is this?

Actually, there are (as ever) several elements. I think it helps to run through the process in detail, analysing it as we do so, in order to fully understand it. I am going to generalise here, what follows is not true for everyone, but does seem to be true for a significant number.

Firstly when people read ‘quitlit’ they do so in order to quit something. That may seem to obvious to state, but (and sticking with alcohol as it is my subject of choice) let’s remember that when a substance starts to grip an addict, their first response is not to read a book to quit. In fact, what they usually do is the following:

  1. Deny they have a problem and look for any excuse or justification to keep taking their drug.
  2. Try (and fail) to moderate.
  3. Put off the day they quit because now isn’t the right time and / or their current personal circumstances are such that quitting now simply isn’t viable for them.
  4. Try to quit on their own without any external assistance.

Most people go through some or all of the above steps (often several times) before they finally reach out for assitence to quit. This often means that alcohol has been a problem for them for some time. My point is that by the time they read the book or seek any kind of external help, they are already quite desperate to quit.

The method or book they turn to may advocate 12 steps, or a higher power, or make them see alcohol in a completely different way, or tell the story of someone who managed to quit (and thus inspire them to quit).

Woman reading a book

Whatever it is, it is new, it is different, it gives them hope, in essence, it changes the dynamic for them. This, along with their already existing desire to quit, catapults them onto the path of sobriety.

Over the next few days, the chemical imbalance caused by the alcohol starts to recede. As this happens the alcohol-induced anxiety, timidity and fear are replaced with the natural feeling of confidence and resilience. As their sleep improves so they start to feel more rested and alive. This is not to say that life is suddenly perfect, but it becomes far more manageable and less intimidating. Confidence, resilience, and a more positive outlook returns. As the physical withdrawal dissipates the ex-drinker starts to feel far more in control of life generally.

When they look back over the whole thing, their interpretation is that Method A or Book B or whatever it was, was the silver bullet, and that with that method or book the whole thing was easy (as indeed it probably was, certainly when comparing to previous attempts).

The problem is that the effects of ambition and FAB then start to kick in, and so the resolve to quit can be worn down if it isn’t constantly being kept on track.

In conjunction with this their fear of getting hooked again can also start to dissipate. They feel confident and resilient, and they found a way to quit that was easy. So what harm can there be in having a few drinks? If it turns out to be a problem again (as we all know in our heart of hearts that it will be) they can quit again nice and easily, using the same method that worked before.

But the problem is that the second time around the method or book isn’t new, it doesn’t give us a sudden new outlook or a revelation because it’s known. And also, crucially, they now have the timidity and mental frailty that comes from the constant disruption to the delicate chemical balance of their minds. What was once easy is now incredibly difficult.

One of the reasons drugs addicts use is because they remove our ability to quit them. In removing our strength of character so they remove our ability to do challenging things; like stop taking them.

So what do you do if you’ve used a method to quit, then fall back into the trap and find it’s not so effective the second time around?

Firstly, recognise that a part of this is perception. It probably wasn’t as easy as you think it was the first time around. It probably took you several years and numerous failed attempts before you found something that clicked. Even then it would have taken determination and resolve.

Secondly, you need to appreciate that it takes time to regain that mental resilience, and when you do so everything will seem much more manageable (quitting drinking included). For this reason, the first few days are the worst. It’s like pushing a heavy boulder along a flat surface to a steep downhill. The first movement is the hardest, then momentum makes it slightly easier, then you hit the edge and gravity will do the rest.

Thirdly, accept that there may be an element of teeth gritting here. The first time you had that new perception to give you the springboard you needed, this time around you may not have that.

Tally marks

But you can still quit without it, it’s just that it may not feel so ‘effortless’. One thing that can work to good effect is to give yourself a time period, ten days is good but if you cantle manage that just tell yourself 5 or even 3. Just tell yourself that you are not going to drink for those days, and then you will review where you are. Don’t go in with the mindset that you will drink after those days have passed, or that you will quit for good, but for now, just concentrate on those first few crucial days and nothing else. Put all your effort into those. Often after just those first few crucial days some of your old strength of character will be returning and quitting won’t be looking like quite the insurmountable hurdle that it was when you were in the mire.

Quitting may not be quite so easy the second time around, but it is just as worthwhile. And this time you will have learned a valuable lesson which makes you that much more likely to succeed.

 

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17 Responses

  1. Yes!!!!
    This time the plan for when the bewitching hour comes, for me ice tea with lemon, have a plan for weekend, AF waters drinks infused with raspberry purée and lemon. Dinner Plans are grilling out i have planned a dessert which would avoid in the past. I have a plan!!!

  2. Hi William,
    It’s true that stopping is not as easy second time. It usually takes an event or some kind of disaster to want to stop.
    This helps me to stay stopped along with the freedom not taking alcohol brings.
    Your book has helped so much also. Thank you!

      1. This is ironic. I read many books that helped for a few days, then read your book and I stopped for a couple weeks. I got over confident. I got ambivalent about quitting till my nephew died from liver failure at age 34. I never dreamed you could die so young from alcohol. So I quit for 33 days, actually ran a marathon on day 34, but got severe cramps, so got booze that night to cope. It again went downhill. I had to ask myself why am I destroying my mind and body. The answer was not alcohol but I like being buzzed when bored. When I worked hard. When I had no work. I analyzed what a buzz was. A feeling. Some weird mental state. I decided that I can live without it.

    1. “It’s easy to quit drinking. I’ve done it a thousand times.”
      – W.C. Fields

      There are a handful of variations of this quote, but it really epitomizes the struggle when it comes to breaking an addiction.

      1. I’m a member of AA, and just quit drinking yesterday, for the hundredth time. People in meetings talk about how they have 20 or 30 24 hour coins. This book helped me to get through the first day yesterday.

  3. Thank you William for continuing to write insightful short notes like this.
    I really appreciate it.
    May you continue to stay sober and keep writing.
    Im gonna get this someday.
    There has to be commitment.

  4. I needed to read this today, thank you. I am starting my third quit-date and have been perplexed as to why it is so much harder now than the first time I quit last summer for over 3 glorious months. I swear I will NEVER be so cocky as to think I can start and stop again with ease.

  5. Hi…I have just Just read the book and found thoroughly interesting and enjoyable and have been after booze for the last 2 weeks. I just wanted to ask your opinion on non alcoholic beer. Good or bad idea

    1. I personally have them, but not very often. What I would say is that if you are in may doubt at all, don’t have them. There have been studies done when heavy drinkers who have af beer are shown to release chemicals as if they were drinking. The brain may react to the taste or the occasion. Who knows. Many people drink them without a problem (myself included) but as I say if you are in any doubt, don’t risk it.

      1. William I drink at home and I drink a lot IV tried AA umpteen times and I can’t get out of this habit. When at work I start to think about drinking when I get home later in the evening. How can I change this and also drinking to oblivion on days off. IV never drank in work. Please help

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